A New Conversation
I am giving myself space to explore me to open up creatively and talk more intimately about me as an entrepreneur and me as a person, as a human who's forging my path.
We see these esoteric sayings; some may resonate more than others. Some of these idealisms aren't resonating with me in the same context. The way I write and talk to you is very true to my experience now because of the new life so different. This unique experience is not just one quote and moves on. I will talk to you as an honest person having an experience. No matter my demographic, no matter my age, my circumstance, my background, my belief system, or even my geographic location, I'm prevailing in business and life my way.
This is very emotional for me. A part of this new experience is that all of my emotions are blending because of having PTSD. This event is causing me to re-have a purpose, redevelop a why and experience new. My whole life is unique. I get to reestablish new relationships. I came out as a vegetarian. I am no longer eating meat, fish, or poultry, which is a big deal for me. I chose to change my lifestyle.
It's hard to pursue your life the way you want. It's so hard. It seriously is. A life of service is a rewarding one. As a business owner, you are going to face emotions like eagerness, joy, sadness, frustration, and that's okay. My advice for you is to feel the feelings and to embrace them.
I developed a sort of presence and an image for myself as a business owner on social media. I had that message. I had to set a goal and guidelines in which to have this image by and now it's changing. I am not comfortable with staying within that same context that I created before a life-changing event that caused me to face life and death at the same time. That's an authentic experience for me. In my business, alongside the service my company provides clients, I have a real story.
I am a different person. I am continuing in business in trauma. Even though it's been two months, I'm still profoundly affected by what happened. The conversation is changing as a leader, as a CEO, as a human, I am continuing the showup and give myself the space to heal.
I decided to become a team in my business and hire after this experience because I said, "No matter what happens or when I go for real, when I leave this earth, I am going for it." Going for it is extremely hard and challenging in a new way that I never experienced before because now it's for different reasons. I'm going to take those opportunities that are for me and I'm going to set forth with them in a new way that helps someone else alongside the business. I'm reinventing my message. My message is changing as a leader. My message is changing as I desire to speak and willingness to be on more podcasts. I have other things to say outside of the client services that I provide clients. Tenacity has been forging a path of being a changemaker.
